Starting to realize that my path lies more in animism. I am still a Gaelic polytheist, but I am realizing that involves less deity worship and more approaching things from a Gaelic viewpoint (in as much as that makes sense). This breakthrough has been a long time coming, and I think I’m going to struggle with figuring out what to do next, but I think approaching my path from an animist standpoint is the right thing to do. Try as I might, the only deity I have made a lasting relationship with over the years has been Brighid. That has been a strong, fulfilling relationship, and I have never been able to find anything similar with any other deity. However, I have developed similar relationships with my familiar and with certain plant and animal allies.
Now just to figure out how this looks and how everything should fit together.